Dear Santa: just a few months of happiness


Maile Corpuz Hach

Dear Santa,

For Christmas I just want to be happy. Now I’m not saying I’m never happy, it’s just that there are times where I wish I didn’t have these feelings all the time. One minute I’m happy and energetic and the next I’m all quiet and keep to myself. I’m not saying I don’t want to be “here” if you know what I mean, of course I wanna live past 30 where I’ll have my dream job and live in my dream house and maybe even have a little family. But what I’m asking for is a few months, where I don’t have to ball up everything and keep quiet. A few months where I have no care in the world and am finally happy with the decisions I make. Just a few months that’s all. Now that I say this out loud it sounds kind of unrealistic, I know life has ups and downs and you just have to get through them, but how am I supposed to get through them when all I have are those downs almost every day? It’s mentally and physically exhausting. So, yeah, just a few months. 


Maile <3